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DAY…I DON’T KNOW OF QUARANTINE…

Okay, so is this where I get inspirational? Well, I have had a fantastic week. You see there in the picture where I am with a horse. Well, I got to touch a horse for the first time in my 18 years, isn’t that amazing? Well, for me, it is I was so scared but yet so amazed. I am an inquisitive person, and I think that’s something that I like about myself but at the same time dislike. If you know me on a personal level, you know that I am always asking questions or looking at what you’re doing and not being nosey, but I love to learn. Whenever I want to do something, I either look at the video or ask people questions about how to do it.

Well That Was Faster Than Expected

After finally finishing the first six movies of the Star Wars franchise, I now open almost every conversation with Ewan McGregor’s iconic “Hello there” line. We are going into month two of not being in school, and I can honestly say: “Well, that went by fast.” I swear the last time I checked my calendar, it was still March 28th. It wasn’t until last night where the words “May 1st, 2020” at the top of my lock screen were put in bold for me to notice. On the bittersweet bright side, this just means that STC classes are almost finally put to a close though I do miss Mr. Garza continually reminding us to “Drink Sprite, not Dr. Pepper” every Friday after leaving his class. 

Bring Color to Quarantine

In many ways, to forget the letters COVID and the number 19, we do anything to forget everything. Where there’s a blank wall, we come up with creative ways to somehow get us busy. To add to the blank wall and replace its emptiness with our unique, vibrant colors. Before quarantine, I didn’t know spending half my day on websites like Khan Academy and AP Central would be so fun– as dorky as that may sound.

Seeing the never-ending topics that left uncovered at school is intriguing and amusing to discover. To be completely honest, I was in Math paradise once I clicked on the link on Khan Academy that redirected me to new, never before seen math topics. An entire expanding milky way galaxy of new concepts was at the top of my fingers. However, it did make me miss walking out of Mrs. Obnial’s classroom, turning to Genesis, and proudly saying: “Oh my gosh, that topic was so fun.”

While we may not realize it, quarantine has drastically changed the dancing images we have of life. We grow more appreciative of the things we took for granted. Recently, to have an escape from news stories of a virus, I’ve had small concerts in my room. Sometimes, when it feels like our current stay at the home situation will last an eternity, I pop in my headphones and just jam out to the songs my shuffle settings pick. Now, of course, I am no Celine Dion, but I can brag a little and say I am a mean lip-sync, almost the way Tom Holland did when he lip-sang to Rihanna. Jamming out in your room hits different when you have your lights off, but you’re out of season Christmas lights are on.

As these small concerts have progressed, I’ve learned to appreciate the overall music of a song. Not just listen to whoever is singing, but to take in the individual sound of the instruments and the dominant role they play. There’s always that one part of a song that we excitedly anticipate. Whether it is its smooth transitions, the gentle melody, or the hard hidden bass, there’s always that one section that makes us go: “Woah.” Quarantine, with the small concerts and the Khan Academy happiness it gave, has made us hold a golden thread of opportunity in our tiny hands.

Although we may not be able to do the outside things we used to love doing, we can always find a substitute that gives the same joyful emotions. By listening to that new album from your favorite artist that just came out, reorganizing your room in a different style, or trying out that new workout routine you saw on social media. Quarantine is as fun and as boring as you choose to make it. All we can do now is hope that the vision we have of life after quarantine– where we can finally see and hug our family and our friends– comes sooner rather than later.

Keeping it simple

Everything has been the same and repetitive. There isn’t anything interesting to jot down this week, but I did get to fix up my schedule, though. I sleep at 10 pm and then wake up somewhere at 7 in the morning. I’ve completed all my anatomy assignments and quizzes after consistent studying back and forth between the chapters. Now, I just need to complete other tasks from other classes. Other than that, I’ve mostly been on Youtube, Instagram, looking at memes, and browsing through anything interesting or funny videos. I’ve also been in touch with my close friends through facetime and just continually talking about how bored we are. I’ve also decided to rewatch The Office series for the 6th time because it never fails to make me chuckle at the same jokes. I’ve also got into painting and was able to sell my first canvas! Although I never really wanted to sell my art since I just consider it as a simple hobby, it was nice knowing that someone enjoyed the piece. I ordered some watercolor paints online since it’ll be my first time trying them out, and I’ve always loved watercolor art. I’ve also been lifting weights and gaining back muscle. I’ve been looking forward to trying out for the La Joya drill team, but I’m not sure when the tryouts will be so, I’ll need to keep a lookout for any updates.
Additionally, I haven’t gotten ready at all week, I usually was always looking forward to straightening my hair and putting on makeup for fun, but now I have been digging that natural look. I’ve gotten used to my curly/wavy hair, and I’ve learned how to style it. I’ve never liked having curly hair since it’s either frizzy or I end up using so many products just to keep its volume and definition. I’ve also been taking care of my skin, and it’s more healthy, which is excellent. I’ve been helping my mom around the house and spending more time with her. Everyone had their little routine before quarantine, and now we are keeping in touch with one another. We spend nights playing Jenga, and I’ve concluded that she’s more competitive than I thought.
Moreover, I’ve also baked blueberry muffins from scratch, and they came out better than I thought. Though the coronavirus is progressively getting worse, and there are more cases around the area. Yesterday, I was watching the local news and heard that Laredo, Texas, had received 30+ instances of the coronavirus. The reporter had claimed that people aren’t getting tested, which is a problem around the area, and they were trying to spread awareness about the issue. However, one of the drawbacks that I’ve seen is that people, especially people that I know, are continuing to leave their homes and drive around like it’s nothing. It’s probably one of the reasons why people are prone to get infected. All in all, I hope that everyone is staying inside and hopefully finding ways to get distracted and also staying safe.

COVID-19: You Are Making Me Anxious

I’m getting anxious about being stuck in my house because of the coronavirus. I don’t like the idea that I have to be stuck at home and can’t go out of my house. So to keep myself entertained during this quarantine, I’m doing a lot of TikTok videos. So because I’m bored I’m doing more TikTok every day during my free time. To keep me busy, I’m reading books, learning how to prepare new food, and prepare new drinks. I’m getting really anxious and going crazy because if you don’t have gloves and face masks, you can’t go out anywhere. So I pray for this Covid-19 to stop spreading so everything can go back to normal life. I wish people stop going out too much to the store if they don’t have to go because of them going out too much to the store we can go out because of the coronavirus spread. So that way, I’m getting frustrated with being more than three weeks at home already that been more than the normal think.

Four Walls

I think about you often. Are you damage, or pain, or are you just the negative space I’ve created in my head? I cradle myself between velvet sheets when I need your comfort, your warmth. You’re my haven when chaos between my family arises. So why must I resent you so carelessly?

Weeks of Quarantine

This week has been rather eventful for me. I will be going to get an injection in my spine for my herniated disks. What I have been told is to avoid eating for a few hours beforehand, they will give me a sedative and then inject a steroid into my back and neck while I am unconscious. I admit that I am slightly nervous over the ordeal, but if it means my back pain will be alleviated at least a little bit, then I’m willing to do it. Besides this, nothing else of real note has happened in my life this week. Something minor was that I listened to the entirety of the Alice in Chains album discography since I had the time, and I consider them to be my favorite band. However, I wasn’t very familiar with their most recent material. My opinion is that the music that they released in the 90s is the best of their catalog, although the most recent stuff is also excellent, just not up to par with the older material. Their two most recent releases, The Devil Put Dinosaurs Here and Rainier Fog, are slightly two slow and monotonous for my tastes, although the singles and a few album cuts are still good. Of these two, I feel that The Devil Put Dinosaurs Here is the worst, as it feels so much slower and sludgier than any other Alice in Chains album and, at least in my opinion, most of the songs are too long for their good, not one of the songs in under four minutes. This can be shown with the title track, which is six minutes long when it should only be three or four minutes long. Not only that, I feel as though it is the least memorable Alice in Chains record. Rainier Fog, on the other hand, is a little better; it is far more memorable although it has the same issues with length, the songs are a little faster paced, so it helps mitigate the effect at least somewhat.

A Time for New Beginnings

Good afternoon, quarantine queens (and kings):
Today is finally Friday! I don’t know about you, but I am so ready for school to be over! This week has been quite a long week. I have surprisingly had a lot of free time this week, which felt so weird, but also made it feel longer. I am so used to having a bunch of homework to turn in, but instead, I have procrastinated on this blog and am honestly not feeling very stressed. I kind of like the idea of writing my blog entries on Fridays only because I can tell whoever is reading these is focused on all about my week. This week has consisted of using my new spinner. Let me just tell you guys, it is probably the hardest thing that I have ever done in my life. This spinner is supposed to help me with my off-ice spins/rotations. I have only been practicing some single rotations and working on my form. My little brother has been trying to use it, too. It is one of the funniest things ever. To be honest, sometimes I think that he is even better at using it than I am. Of course, that is because he just swings his arms around and tries not to fall down, but I, on the other hand, am all about form.I’ve got to start slow with only single rotations until I can gradually get to the multiple rotations and faster spins. I can truthfully tell you that I am having a little bit of trouble trying to keep my balance, but that is only because I am scared that I am going to fall. I think that the fear of falling is what causes me to fall sometimes. It is like I am too busy overthinking about how scared I am that I am going to fall that I just slowly start to move my thoughts from having a suitable form to not falling. That is a huge no-no. One of the number one rules for skaters, and most sports, is never to let the fear of falling keep you from flying. Well, in this case, do not let it keep you from skating. You see, it’s different when you’re actually on the ice.You don’t have time to think. You kind of just have to go for it. I am so ready to get back on the ice and just go for it. I did something crazy, well not necessarily crazy, I guess. I ordered a pair of inline roller skates so that I can practice even though I can’t go to the ice skating rink. The only thing that I didn’t really like about them was the color. I only had the option to get them in purple. I mean, they don’t look completely terrible, but they are just a teensy bit too girly. Those of you that know me to know that I rarely wear colors. Here’s to trying something new.

No Ice is Fine… For Now.

Howdy partners. Before COVID-19 decided to take over the world and lock us up in quarantine, I had been thinking about starting a youtube channel. It would have been about my figure skating journey. My journey with the different spins, jumps, hops, etc. that I will learn. I was looking forward to it, too. I was going to start recording myself during my practice and my training sessions with my coach. But without a moment’s notice, we were put on quarantine. Now instead of being able to practice all of these moves, stretches, and jumps on the ice, I only have the opportunity to practice them in my family room or back/front yard. It’s tough. One of the spin positions that I have been able to master this week is the Chinese Spiral. It is honestly not as easy as it looks, and it takes a lot back flexibility, strength, and gracefulness. When I was preparing to do this, I watched a video by one of my favorite coaches, Michelle Hong, that was about how to do the Chinese Spiral. I had to do a whole bunch of stretches for my back. They were absolutely insane, but after a couple of days of watching that video and doing some super hardcore stretches, I was finally able to do the Chinese Spiral. Although it is not as perfect as I would want it to be, I am slowly but surely getting there and can’t wait to finally be able to do it without any support. When it comes to figure skating jumps, you have to have a whole lot of strength, agility, speed, and most importantly it has got to be graceful. I know what you’re probably thinking right now, “What? How can you be both graceful and strong at the same time?” Well let me just tell you, it is one of the hardest things that I have ever had to do. But at the end of the day, when you land your first Waltz Jump on the ice, you will be more than thankful for combining opposites into one to make a beautiful move. I still haven’t been able to land the jump on ice since the rink I go to temporarily closed down just when I was about to try it. Still, I have been doing tons of training here at home to get my Waltz Jump perfect so that I can have a better chance at landing it when I finally can go to the ice rink. I have been working on my form and landing for this jump. This is because once I can land this jump perfectly, all of the other jumps will fall into place one after the other. Although I wish that I could be practicing all of the jumps and spins at the ice skating rink, I guess my family room and backyard will just have to do for the time being.